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Thursday, June 04, 2009

My heart is hurting and I knew this was going to happen

I wish things were different he is shying away from me and I am hating it I am clinging on to him like a leech or a
Young cub to the mom whatbthe fuck I never thought this would happen with hi. Oh was I wrong I know he has had a rough week but damn. Although he has had text me slot when he was at work tonight cause he was bored. But other than that. I can tell that things are differnt. How can I change his mind. Ok like just now I was on the phone with him and he asked if I wanted to watch a movie tonight and then out of no where he said that he might not do it cause he is tired and needs to go to bed. He's gonna take a shower and let me know seriously what the fuck I don't want to cause any problems for him cause I know he is stressing out but serioulsy what the fuck that's such bullshit I don't want to be writting about this but instead on how amazing he is .


Friday, December 14, 2007

1. How tall are you barefoot?
5'4

2. Have you ever been unfaithful in a relationship?
noooooooo

3. Do you own a gun?haha nooo

4. If you had a mental disorder, what would it be?
stealing babies

5. How many letters are in your crush's name?
ah fuck that.

6. What do you think of hot dogs?
food = yummy

7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
white christmas

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
water

9. Do you do push-ups?
no.

10. Have you ever done ecstasy?
no

11. Do you have a boyfriend?
no.

12. Do you like the rain?
its the best when i am taking a nap and alli can hear is the rain.

15. Do you have A.D.D.?
everybody does
16. Full initials?
rmi

17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment.
i want him!

I like the new britney spears cd.

imso proud of myself today!.


18. Name the last 3 things you have bought today:
browie obsession. Vanessa christmas present. Food!

19. Name five drinks you regularly drink, in order most to least.
water

Milk

Coke

uh..

water
20. What time did you wake up today?
9ish

21. Can you spell?
i hope so.

22. Current worry?

no worrrryy

i just wanna mmmm

23. Current hate?
nothing

24. Favorite place to be?
anywehre with my friends
25. Least favorite place to be?
i dunno

26. Where would you like to go?
 mmmmmmmm

27. Do you own Slippers?
uhh no

28. Where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs?
having babies

29. Do you burn or tan?
tan

30. Yellow or blue?

blue.

31. Would you be a pirate?
yes

32. Last time your cell rang?e

earlier today
33. What songs do you sing in the shower?
whatever is on

34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
ghost

35. What's in your pockets right now?
nothinnn.

36. Last thing that made you laugh?
amy!!!!

37. Best bed sheets you had as a child?
little mermaid

38. Worst injury you've ever had?
broke my nose?.

39. What is your GPA?
i dunno i need to figure that out

40. How many TVs do you have in your house?
too many

41. Who is your loudest friend?
amy

42. Who is your most silent friend?
i dunno i dont ave any

43. Does someone have a crush on you?
sure people find me attractive

44. Do you wish on stars?
yeah!

45. What is your favorite book?
any sarah dessen

46. What song did you last hear?
silversun pickups

47. What song do you want played at your funeral?
a song from singing in the rain i guess

i love that movie it always makes me happy.

48. What were you doing 12AM last night?
work haha

50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
I DONT WAN TTO GO TO SCHOOL
51. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
i like honey mustard

52. Were you in sports in high school?
oh god no

53. Ever gotten a speeding ticket?
lmao.  yeah graduation night
54. Ran out of gas?
AH AYEAH

55. Who is better...Leno or Letterman?
cohan

56. Wal-Mart, Target or K-Mart?
target is grandddd.

57. What curse do you use the most?
shit...haha.

58. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
mom i believe

59. Is anyone in love with you?
yes

60. Do you use sarcasm?
don't we all...

61. Have you ever been to six flags?
no

62. What made you smile today?
alot of things:)

63. Say something to the number 1 person in your Top 8 (MySpace)

hi

64. Who is the 5th person on your missed call list on your mobile phone?
no idea, i'm not gonna look

65. What did your last text message you received on your mobile say?
thanks! :)

66. What's the last thing you said to someone?
amy .

67. What band are you listening to right now?
silversun pickups

68. Are you a happy person?
yes!!

69. Last thing someone said to you in person?
amanda.. something someting.. i unnohaha

70. What are you doing today?
i worked and went to my last day of school and hoping something happens tonight

71. What kind of people do you like best?
the awesome kind

72. How many best friends do you have?
\good ones

73. When's the last time you worked out?
ahah yeah right.

74. What do you drive?
automobile

75. Last Kiss?mmmmm

76. What are you doing next weekend?
working

77. Are you smiling?
:D

78. Have you ever been on a cruise?
yeah.

79. Is there any tension between any friends of yours?
no.

80. If so, between whom?


81. What is the dirtiest room in your house?
i dunno

haha vans

82. Name someone with the same birthday as you:
no idea some japanese star

83. Do you know any twins?
indeed

84. What's a good song name that you've seen?:
no.

85. What sport do you like the most? To play or watch?i dunno!!

86. Where were your hands when you read this question?
inside my pant

87. Do you call it bangs, or fringe? Bubbler, or water fountain?
uh.

88. Do you believe in friends with benefits?
yes.

89. What are you craving right now?
gaaaahh .

90. Are you feeling hungry?
eh

91. Golf buggy or tractor?
buddy

92. Drums or flute?
drums

93. Ever taken your frustration/bad mood out on others?
probably.


94. Are accents a turn on?
depends ont he type

95. Have you ever dated/messed around with a friend's ex?
no

96. When you're bored on Sundays or even Saturdays what do you watch on TV? What channel is it on?

travel

97. Something you've realized recently?
iim awesome
98. What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?
crack

99. Can you play soccer?
lmfao. noo.

100. Have you ever played Laser Tag?

no


Wednesday, November 28, 2007

1. What advice would you give to your future boy/girlfriend?:
dont hurt me and i know i wont hurt you
2. When playing the "question game" (when you take turns asking eachother questions that you must answer honestly) do you like answering questions or asking them more?:
i like answering. if they are specific if not i like asking
3. What's the last thing you found on the ground that was actually really cool?:
i dunno A kitten!
4. What did you last buy online? How much was it?:

something for my bro
5. Name a few things you want to get before school starts:
i dunno everything
6. Do you find it attractive when guys wear eyeliner and/or nailpolish?:
blah no
7. Do you find Carlos Mencia to be funny?:
sometimes
8. Do you even like racist jokes or do you think they're all offensive?:
they are not bad
9. How often do you get haircuts?:
i try to do them at least 6 months
10. What's one piercing you would never want?:
belly button
11. What do you think of the band Taking Back Sunday?:
i love them
12. What about Blink 182?:
i use to love them but now they are ok.
13. Don't you hate it when people won't listen to certain music just because it's "mainstream"?:
yeah its dumb
14. Is punk dead?:
nah
15. Do you think it's weird of guys to shave "down there"?:

i dunno maybe lol
16. What do you do to mosquito bites to get them to stop itching?:
get my mind off of it
17. If you have or had braces, what's the most annoying thing about them?:
never had them
18. Have you ever had someone steal your work and claim it as their own?

not really..
19. Do you have any scabs right now?:
no thanks god
20. What do you think of extreme scene kids?:
hey if there cute lol but scene is dying ofcourse
21. Is "Rawr!" and "OMG DINOSAURS!" even random anymore or just plain annoying?:
im sorry when was that not random
22. What's the latest fashion trend where you live?:
i dunno
23. Do you like the old (omg punk goth badass) Hot Topic or the new (omg dinosaurs rainbows scene) Hot Topic?:
bright colors are more my thing.
24. What do you think of ear gauges?:
not too big
25. Who's your favorite Disney character?:
aliceeeeeeee and peterpan
26. Do you want to grow up?:
never i wont ever
27. Can money buy happiness?:
nopee actually... for some people in 3rd world countries.. maybeit can save their lives.. but thats just me
28. Did you ever use a dishwasher to wash something besides dishes and such?:
hahah cute
29. Don't you hate it when girls are against feminism (correct definition of feminism: belief in equality between men and women)?:
..sometimes i dont know if they know what they want. :( come on ladies
30. Who's your favorite comedian?:
omg uh nickswardsen andddd demerti martin!
31. Do you think Dane Cook is overrated?:
he is still cool and i still like that he gpt super famous but i dunno people idolize him wayy y too much
32. What about Green Day?:
hahhaa ok now that is sad
33. Do you think people who keep trying to get you to convert to their religion are annoying?:
oh wow.. um i dunno sometimes
34. Are you sick of the whole Harry Potter craze?:
no but its done and over kinda//
35. Does it bother you when people post a bunch of "lol, im bord, talk 2 me" bulletins on MySpace when they can just text or call someone to talk to?:
hahaha LAZZZYYYY
36. Was Transformers really as good as everyone said it was?:
yessss!!!
37. What "Now That's What I Call Music!" CDs do you have?: haha uh. i dunno 5?.
38. Don't you hate those annoying SuperBuddy icons on AIM?:
hmm?
39. Ever been to kiddonet.com?:
 2girls1cup.com  hahahhahaha noo grosss
40. Do you find any children's things entertaining (ex. Barney, Nick.com, etc.)?: disney yo
41. When did you get your first period (assuming you're a girl)?: thats cool
42. Do your friends seem to copy your dress style?: lol i dunno i believeim more casual then vanessa and amanda and i are pretty much the same but i just pic random things sometimes.

43. Is it trashy when girls get their bellybuttons pierced and flaunt it with skimpy shirts and stuff in public?:
wlel i dont like bellybutton on me but i dont care what other girls choose too do
44. Does your mom have a MySpace?:
noo
45. What's the worst fashion mistake you ever made?:
plaid pants.. ooo hardcore llol
46. Don't you hate it when non-conformists go too far (ex. not buying a shirt they really like because it's in a "mainstream" store, refuses to wear something trendy even if they like it, hating bands that are on MTV for no good reason, etc.)
yeah its dumb
47. Who's the hottest person onyour block?:
i got some hot people at my job. haha how the heck did that happen. i dunno
48. Have you ever gotten lost in the woods?:
YES.
49. What do you think of Aaron Carter?:
who?
50. Are you sick of the lyrics in today's rap songs?:
they are funnyy


Sunday, June 24, 2007

The Basics: You and Your boo

What is your name? raven
What was the love of your life's name? stephen
How did you meet?anime convention

When did you meet? Officially? uh.. ..?
What were your first thoughts? ihe is cute and cokyh.. i hate cocky
What/where was your first date? the movies

How old were both of you?i was.. 16 i think.. and he just turn 17.. i was 10th he was 11th
When did he/she meet your family? i dunno early.. but like 2 years later is when they gotten to notice me.., sad but true
What did your family think? he is great..
When did he/she meet your friends? sameday ..
What did your friends think? they thought he was fun
How long into the relationship was your first argument? a year after
What did you argue about? idont remember

The fun stuff
Who flirted first? he did.
How did you know he/she was into you? he told me after i told hiim
Did he/she use a pick-up line? If so, what was it? lame ones..i'll slay a dragon for you
What was the longest you had gone without seeing each other? 2 weeks
Were you friends before dating? yes.
Do you like the same sports teams? yeah.
When did you meet his/her friends? over the course of the year.
How do you feel about his/her friends? i love his friends.i just didnt agree with some of the things they did..
When you are both in the car, do you agree on the music? yep. expect i do like some rap and he likes classic rock
Did you get nervous before the first date?  yeah

The Hardships
Have you been through anything really tough together? yes.
What? way to many things
Why did you feel it was/is important to work things out? because i couldnt let go

Has he/she seen you cry? yes
Has he/she made you cry? How? yes. 
Have you made him/her cry? yesWhy?none of your bees 
What did you do to fix problems in your relationship? i dunno alot of things

The Ummm.... Personal Stuff
Who held hands first? he did
What was the first kiss like? (on the cheek, the lips, etc.) on the cheek

Who kissed who first? he did
How did you feel after that first kiss? perfect...
Who made the first "big" move? no sex..

How did you feel? :)
How long into the relationship did you umm... do the "deed"? we didn't.

Your Friends and Your Guy/Girl
Do any of your friends absolutely hate him/her? yeah
Why?ehh
Did you go on group dates? yeah
Does your guy/girl consider any of your friends to be his or hers? yes.
Did any of your friends talk bad about your partner to you?yeah

How do you respond? eh


Firsts together
Movie? dodge ball

Drink? i don't remember.
Secret? my mom
Promise? right in the beginnging that we were gonna marry each other
Lie? ihm
Purchase? no idea

All night talk session? we always had thjosein the beginning
Long trip? sarasota..
Inside Joke? too many

How much do you REALLY Know? (About your boo...)
Birthday? april 18
Parent's names? paula and brian
Pet's Names? max and brady.. and a bunny that doesnt have a name
Favorite Song? too many
Favorite color? green
Favorite Animal? don't know, probably a monkey haha.
Favorite TV Show? same stuff as always .. family guy.. south park.. robot chicken. those shows lol
Favorite sports team? patriots

Favorite Movie? braveheart

Where was he/she born? gainsville
Where did he/she grow up? there and altamon te

Who is his/her best friend? nick.. i guses
Worst Fear? being alone..and being wrong haha

Some relationship Randoms!
Is there anything you wish was different? sometimes.
What? hmm
Would you have done anything differently up until now? what?


KISSES IN GENERAL
1] Where is your favorite place to be kissed?my forehead. my back.. my lips.. newhere just to be shown that i am loved
2] Have you kissed a lot of guys? nah

3] How many guys have you kissed? 5?.
4] Describe your perfect kiss: i had alot of perfect kisses... but i uess nothing would be like kissing in paris.
5] Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? yes.
6] Do you use tongue when you kiss?sometimes:)
7] Fill in the blank, you will only kiss a guy if ______: i really like him and the moment was right. andhe wanted to kiss me
8] Do you think you are a good kisser?: i do hope so. then again i only care if my boyfriend thinks so. and he says yes

9] What about your boyfriend/ex boyfriend? my boyfriend is. my ex. nah

10] Would you dump a guy if they were a bad kisser? nope. i would uh.. i dunno

WAYS I'VE KISSED SOMEONE
[x] Upside down
[x] While moving
[x] On a ride
[x] In a car
[x] On the bus
[x] On top of them
[x] Lying down
[x] Sitting down
[x] At school
[x] Outside
[x] Inside
[x] In front of everyone
[x ] In the rain
[x ] In the water
[x] In their room
[x] In my room
[x ] In front of my parents
[x] Older than me
[ x] Younger than me
[x] On the cheek
[x] On the lips
[x] On the neck
[x] On the hand

TYPES OF GUYS I'VE KISSED
[ ] Skater
[ ] Goth
[ ] Prep
[ ] Emo
[ ] A gay guy
[x ] Blonde hair
[x] Brown hair
[] Red hair
[] Different colored hair
[x] Blue eyes
[x] Brown eyes
[ ] Green eyes
[ ] Curly hair
[ ] Someone I didn't like

[ ] My friend's boyfriend
[ ] My older brother's friend
[ ] My friends older brother
[] Who was born in a different place
[x A guy my friends hated
[x] Straight hair
[] He wore makeup

YOUR LAST KISS
1] Who was the last person to kiss you? stephen
2] Was it a good kiss? yes.
3] Was the guy/girl cute? very.
4] Were you in love with him? yes

5] Was the person your boyfriend? yes
6] If yes, are you still together? yes
7] How long ago was this kiss? yesturday
8] Where did the kiss take place? outside of his house infront of my car
9] Rate the kiss out of 10: no rating our kisses
10] Would you kiss this person again? yes.



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